My mother and I weren't close when I was young. Born the second of six children and living on a farm, my mother had plenty to do and it wasn't the age of your parents telling you they loved you.
After high school and two years at Weber College I left home and lived in many places until moving to Logan in 1978.
I write this, because recently I've been reading my mother's journals which she began in 1975 shortly after my father died. I discovered a mother I never knew. A mother who struggled through several bouts of cancer and other health problems, but who quietly endured excruciating pain at times. She refused to take pain medication because she feared becoming addicted.















